it happened

Ok so its happened... we have been dreading this for weeks now.... crossing our fingures it wouldnt happen and then sunndly out of the blue it happened yesterday.... I went and put cohen down for his normal nap time yesterday shut the door. and went about my normal daily activitys. then there he was out of thin air.. "didnt i just put you to bed pumpkin?" I ask him. so i scoop him up and put him back in bed... i shut the door and check it twice to make sure its shut this time and go back to my daily activities. and then it happens again one min hes in his room next hes standing there with that cockeyed grin. so now im worried. do we have a knom whos opening the door. or is it him so this time i scoop him up put him in bed shut the door tight and wait... its quite.. then it comes the faint sound of a little hand trying to turn the knob.. a few failed attempts and then the knob turns.. (serously like in the movies all slow mow) and out pops his little blonde head smiling all proud of himself that he now knows how to open the door.. and you see the light bulb go off. "I dont have to stay in my room if I dont want too" This is the moment all parents dread.. Up unitll now all we had to do was shut the door and we knew he was in a safe place. it also is just one more step to not being my little boy anymore. I know i have a long time. but still hes growing so fast. I swear it was just yesterday he learned to sit up...anyway just had to write this down.. cause yea life as we know it has just changed
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mondays

Sometimes I wonder why im in the feild i am in.I babysit for two girls one is 2 and a half the other 4. Between my two ( 19 months and 4 months.) im up to my neck with babys.... Today alone i have pulled a toy car and a sippy cup out of the toliet, had the baby be woken up 10 times in the last 5 mins. and told the ids atleast a thousand times not to scream, shut the door, hit or pull hair... Ahhhhhh i think im going to go crazy. I havent gotten any house work done. and i think imgoing to scream!!!!... anyway ill be taking them home in a few mins thank goodness