Baby feaver

Everyone i know is just finding out there preggers or are in the middle of there pregency or a small few are just having little ones. It makes me want another one. but it seems that its not in the cards for awhile. this is becasue of two reasons. 1. no money which isnt really an excusse since i belive that you shouldnt wait till you can affored a child (face it then you would never have kids) but its a whole nother situation when your family has no income at all. Yep ken still hasnt found a job. and 2. becasue of my health. Nothign serously is wrong with me but we are looking into a thyroid problem and i really need to louse some weight before we try for number. And of course there are so many other reasons. But i still feel like im not complete. I mean i have a great husband and two fantastic sons. both of which i adore. but im not complete. there are still children of mine in heaven waiting to recive a body. and are aching to be thought. COhen had a bad dream tonight me and ken were just about to turn out the light when he began to cry. so i went and got him and put himin bed with us and let him watch caiule which im sure i mispelled. But anyway he kept givign the cat kisses then he would cuddle up with me then daddy then back to the cat. I just put him back in bed an figures i would wait to make sure he was ok. Children are such precisous gifts from heavely father. They ARE the secreat to life

Children are great!!!

Well im home for the first time alone with the children in awhile. Ken hasnt had a job for about a month now. SO hes been home 24/7. I love having him here. but i think i forgot how great the kids are when its just us. Ken loves to play with cohen and he loves to play with liam but he sometimes gets them so rawled up that they arnt the darling children they are when its just us. cohen for istance went into the kitchen and wanted a bag of fruite we had in the fridge. and he is carying it around and eatig out of it like its a bag of candy. (so cute) and liam is in his walked laughing at cohen. Liam idalizes his brother. he wants to do everythign cohen does. I love my kids there great and I am remined everyday that this is short lived. one day they wont be little anymore and they want me incacent.

Davids birthday

Well today is davids b-day. Which wouldnt be a big deal on any other year cause they lived on the other side of the USA. But this year guess who will be in town. Yep you guessed it him and his family. And we are the ones throwing him a b-day party. Yippe. Look im all for party. I love them. but this is just a bad weekedn for me. Im not feeling completly up to my self. im sick to my stomice and just plain ickey. But none the less im going to clean.bake, and decarate to the best of my ability cause I am the housewife and women of this here house and it will be the best b-day party that he has ever had!!!!!!!! I feel a little threatened by his wife so i always feel i have to do the very best i can which in hopes is better then. her LOL. I knwo its not a compition but she is great. she can cook, clean with the best of housewives, do crafts, she even homemakes there christmas cards now granted she is an art majore. but still gezze. She plays the trumpt. and is 8 months preggers and taking a cross country trip to florida. who wouldnt be imtemadated???

Upcoming weekend and much more

Ok so yesterday ways so not a good day for the fish family. Yesterday i came home to find a notice on my door from our landlord saying we had a week to get rid of the dog. Or we would be evicted. so I had to find a new home for my adorable dog. Im rather sad and so is the rest of the family. Then after having to leave and come back again i came home to a uhal truck and three men drinking beer on my porch!!!!! I kept the kids in the car and got out to see what was going on. APrrerntly it was the presiouse renter wanting to get his stuff from the shed in the back yard. But it wasnt there so they wanted to know what i had done with it. Well nothing was in there when we moved in and i told him this and he left. needless to say he came back with the police and it just turned out to be an all out bad day. Everything had been cleared up and we arent in any trouble. Anyway today has been much nicer and calmer. Ken came home for lunch to bring me my mothers day present. Which is a protable dishwasher!!!! And the kids just went down for a nap. This weekend is the tatem family reunion. Which is being held in Panama CIty. We leave tommarow sometime and will be back sunday sometime. Im kinda looking fowared to it and kinda not. But we will see how it all goes. Its always stressful to travel with two kids. Im really tired and want to just relax by the beach. tommarow i have to pack the car up and make sure the cats are set. Next week ken will be job hunting. tommarow is his last day at the senate. which is sad. were hoping everything will work out and he will get a good job that allows him to be with us his family. Also Kens mom sent us a cute card saying happy anniversery I was confused but then realized that our two years since we got sealed is just around the corner. May 18 to be exact. Its so wired that two years can come and go. Ive been a member for over 3 years ken and i are coming up on our two year marrige annerserity and we got sealed two years ago. We have two buituful children. One in which is about to turn 2. The other almost 7 months. Life flys by and we are just luckey to be in for the ride

The weekend

SO this weekend has been fantastic. Friday night we went to sonic and then to lake ella. Then saturday we ran errans got to see our old neighbers. sold some stuff we didnt need. and then had our annual sinco da mayo party. Wehich was alot of fun. We always have fake tequela shots complete with the worm (genger ale with gummy worms) and fake margaritas (genger ale and lime sherbert) We had tacos, and of course the annual pinata. Which was a blast to break open. Then we played cranium and just talked. Then sunday we went to the dog park and played and just had a relaxing afternoon. today i convinsed ken to play hookie and we got all the stuff we needed to do around the house done well most of it. I love my husband. He is really great. THe kids aer in a cranky mood today. Not so much liam as cohen is though i think he might just be off his normal schedule. But over all the weekend was splinded

Session

Well for all of you who are really into polictics you probally know that today is the last day of session. Which means they are going hardcore all day. While I am not really into polictics. actully i despise politicians. This affects me greatly. your probally wondering why. Just turn off the TV!!!! But you see ken works for the florida senate. So he is not allowed to leave untill they finish which no later then midnight. But this sucks for me. In the past years i have just went up to the capital and hung out/watched/goofed off with all the other people. Its a known fact that there is more alchole at the capital on the last day of session then in most bars. LOL So there are a lot of drunk senators (kinda scary hu?) which is really funny to watch. But this year I wont be able to go. I have the children to think about. COhen probally wouldnt sit still. and liam would be very unhappy with it to. Also im sure noone really wants to have two rugrats runnign around. Also cohen could get hurt. There is so many people running around and they do not look where they are going. (when i was pregnent with cohen I almost got ran over) Ken says i shoudl come up there but i dont know if im going to. I love the last day of session i always have so much fun. and its an adrilian rush to have that many people crawling around. I just want to see my hubby. I miss him so much and am sooo happy its friday!!!!

Errrrr

Ok im trying really really ahrd not to get mad. But its really ahrd. Ok so As you all know I was watching two girls one is 4 the other 2. well needless to say thery were ill behaved. I donot belive in bad children. I belive in mis guided children but not bad. But these two. Anyway last thursday they were picked up and then about 15 mins after they left i recived an e-mail that i would no longer be watching the girls. Which is fine and dandy with me. I was tired if having to replace things because they would get mad and destroy my stuff. anyway moving on. I was told that she would drop off my mney on the first on her way to work. Ok well this mornign came and went so I e-mailded her and wiated she responded with a simple my husband will drop it off sometime this morning. If i had brought it i would have been late. Ok i understood that. So i waited 11 am came. I called her husband to see what time he was going to be here. He said i will be there no later then noon. Ok i understood that. noon came and went. Now he calls and says I will be there at 1 ok now its 1:02. And still no check. Now i know its hard to get out of the house with two kids. I have two kids. And one of mine dosnt walk. so im no stranger to being late. but comeon I have to get the check in the bank befor two other wise when my landlord cashes our rent check it will bounce, I told them this was payingmy rent. grrrrr. I really hope they get here soon other wise im in a lot of trouble. Blaaa. I hate having to relie on other people. This is why im not all that upset with them leaving. This is how it has been from the begging they have always been late, never paying me what we agree on and have even boushed a check on me. So im really not all that upset